Recently my heart has been aching when I reflect on the time I have with my son. Since he was 18 months old I have been sharing his care with his dad, my ex husband. Now 10 years later I want more of him. Week on week off only gives me a window of time to nurture him and I am not a perfect parent so there are days when we clash and after he has gone I feel like those days were wasted and the guilt sets in. I never planned when I was pregnant with him to only have him in my life for 50% of the time. I mean who does? You want to bring this baby into this world and protect and love them and give them the best life. My son knows nothing else than his parents living in different suburbs. But now as he matures I can see how much I have really missed. Time seems so short when you have to 'hand them back over' . Enjoy your children, everyday is another day they grow and before you know it they are adults.
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